He was my best friend, maybe that's why I'm with no friends now cos nobody can measure up to him, he lit me up he's my sun ,all the time he's been the one , the only one that could make me cry so easily, the only one that could make me laugh so easily, the only one that knows my truth,
everyday tryna keep our memories burning , sometimes I forget how much he means to me ,
tryna keep up
tryna make him proud
tryna make myself happy
I wanna live for me too
so tryna distract myself from this pain I'm feeling
tryna smile cos that's what I always do
I wanna be the girl I've always known
I'm trying to be the girl, I'll want to know
I wanna know me better
and everyday I tryna make up, tryna keep up with me, myself and I
and everyday I just wanna make people around me smile
I wanna be happy too
so I can lit him up , I wanna be his sun too
I'm sad to see him...