It's been awhile,
since I felt like this,
since I was unable to control that one smile.

It's been a while,
since I started a new section,
since my mind wasn't always a colliding intersection.

You're so precious,
I can't fully comprehend it,

you're a heaven I try reach,
you're a beauty so mesmerizing yet,
a person sometimes terrifying.
How could I possibly resist not wanting to hear every one sentence?
an angel with a special presence.

I'll admit,
It's been a long while,
It's all worth the wait,
cause sometimes fate,
just leads life ahead.

I feel like the last few months,
have just been a hit to my head.
All kept going up up, then down down,

like a king always losing his crown,
like the moon coming up but never going down,
like the tides trying to make you drown.

It's been awhile,
but I think it's okay now.

I want me to be okay now,
to be a few months back.

It's been awhile,
but I'm okay now.
I finally am.