For the years I've wasted so far, and the ones I've yet to start
I've began to wonder if all the choices I've made so far have been so smart
For the better part of my life I stayed away from the 'dark side'
Now that I've affiliated myself with it; it's like the only amusement ride
In the beginning I only used to smoke and puff on those foggy jib bowls
Now I fill myself over and over with useless holes
The only hole that needs "fixing' is the hole in my head
If I don't smarten up soon, I will only find myself dead
Look at yourself, and look at your life
Don't you ever want to be somebody's wife?
I know that it's easy to say, but it's not that easy to do
I want a fresh start; I want to try something new
Doing this shit, it hasn't been something I've advise
I know all the decisions that I've made haven't been wise
Before I'm lost forever, I need to get out of this life style
I didn't realize the truth before, I was in denial
The truth is, I'm an addict; and I...