In doubt's of my own, my mind becomes a cloud.
Thoughts storm in, raining to make the thoughts sprout.
"why cant you do this?," whispers persist,
Silent commands, i cant resist.

Did I make mistakes, what was I told?
Why can't I grasp what I need to hold?
A journey for improvement, an endless quest,
Success not achieving, a constant test.

What if- scenarios float in my...