Blue and Grey
(A Hundred Line Song)

In August rush, some divine rhymes,
Ah, those were the best of times;
Purple to red, and then dark blood red,
Grey turned November, everything was dead.

I was the Man behind the scene,
My hues hiemal were never seen;
I started out sans any doubt,
Filling colors and a beauty bout.

Unloved I never was, I washed off
In their cosmos, dark clouds, scoff;
Like a clown, made them laugh,
Like a family, they were treated staff.

Hey, I got in return blue and grey,
They made in Sunshine hay;
Left alone, marooned, deceived,
Ah, the guardian angel is a devil perceived.

Overnight, all the skies fell,
The stars, the Moon - why? who'll tell;
They were so happier - yippie!
How could it get so cheap, creepy?

'Too much love causes repulsion',
But I was a Nobody by compulsion;
Everything was fine, Okie Dokie,
And we too loved and loved Low-key.

I'm hoist by my own petard,
A genius turned into a retard;
All the precious passions,
They say are now mere obsessions.

Hey, I got in return blue and grey,
They made in Sunshine hay;
Left alone, marooned, deceived,
Ah, the guardian angel is a devil perceived.

Gray whole is the outlook,
On me, they've thrown the book;
'Love you beyond all infinity',
'You are my everything' becoming a nonentity!

'One day I'll miss your love and cares',
But only I've got the tears:
It's the end of an Eternity- I know,
'I love you like you do- now they no!

Beyond Time and space,
It's a vicious wild-goose chase;
My love is toxic - devoid of that grace,
Deep Into the blues, I've lost my face.

Hey, I got in return blue and grey,
They made in Sunshine hay;
Left alone, marooned, deceived,
Ah, the guardian angel is a devil perceived.

'Love doesn't hurt- oh really?
'This time it ain’t acting, really':
Forever is come and gone - I was wrong,
Strangers to no one do belong.

'We've a lot of time together,
Let's brave this unfair weather;
'One day you'll so much cry'
Our love wasn't a 'la la la lie'!

'Hey, say nine times I love you,
To get you out of the blues - I do;
'You are so distant, how can I live without you’?
Two souls are forever together- We knew!

Hey, I got in return blue and grey,
They made in Sunshine hay;
Left alone, marooned, deceived,
Ah, the guardian angel is a devil perceived.

It wasn't perhaps too much to ask of you
To bask in your reign and divine hue;
You've left me without me- fie!
And no portals to ever ask you why.

Together to be, for some time after all Time,
Was it too much - like an unforgivable crime;
Every night, I sang you a lullaby,
To make you 'sleep early' by and by.

Somewhere, somehow, I've met you before;
You were that someone from the soul's core;
I'll know you for a million years more,
As certain as death- I'm that much sure.

Hey, I got in return blue and grey,
They made in Sunshine hay;
Left alone, marooned, deceived,
Ah, the guardian angel is a devil perceived.

I'll love you forever, but you won't know,
Despite you, I know how to love;
Love is freedom, love is a breeze,
Feel free, love's healing - not a disease.

'One day I'll die and you'll think I ignore',
Once upon a time, you were so sure;
Now that it's me who has just died,
You still care, you had not lied.

Beyond the blue mountains, I'll wait,
Like an Outlandish cosmic mate;
In the barren valleys like a wild Rose,
Your breath-the elysian perfume, I'd suppose.

Hey, I got in return blue and grey,
They made in Sunshine hay;
Left alone, marooned, deceived,
Ah, the guardian angel is a devil perceived.

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Alas! I don’t believe in the Afterlife,
See, how much is my forever strife:
If you decide to fulfill your Next-life Promise,
At the twilight zone, I will be your Morning Mist

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P.S.
The title borrowed from BTS

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