when I was young
your side of the family found me
I tried to not talk to you
but the little girl in me
wanted to know the truth

I reluctantly told my aunt to give you my information
you reached out to me
we began talking
with each click of reading an email
it was nice to speak to you
my dad that I never knew
In the back of mind something felt wrong

so I wrote an email asking
"did you do those things to me when I was young?
I need answers to my many burning questions
why did you do those things if...