I dont know what I want
Dont got a lot
I know
I'm just a girl to me
But a woman to the world.
I feel behind
I fell behind
My potential was deprived
There were signs
I was blind to
It's myself I try to find.

Depression is my best friend.
I hate society.

I am broken into pieces
It gets hard for me to breathe
I am anxious
I get nervous,
Filled with anxiety
Til I am full of
I have worked up
Panic hits me like lightning

It's a part of me,
It's who I am...
It's not who I wanna be
But it's still here
And I have fear
And these thoughts dont leave my ears.
I'm not perfect
I am broken
Life is hard
I'm not easy to get along with.
I have true love and I wear it on my sleeve.
I am judged
My mental illness makes me feel like I'm crazy
But I'm a good girl
Im still growing up
I try my hardest and I know when to quit
Myself for so long felt so caged in.
Now that I'm free I must learn to live.


© All Rights Reserved