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Life
everyone teared my heart open,
I sewed myself shut,
I can't do much,
lost a lot of blood in the war,
don't know what to do, can't go far,
my life is on the line,
wish everyone would notice but they blind,
I blame the one person to turn my life inside out,
I'm so overwhelmed from pain,
I wanna shout,
but cant nobody hear me
its like I'm in an imaginary box,
I have no feelings,
my heart is hard as rocks,
everyone pulling my strings,
one operating my walks,
another control my talk,
ones in my head,
sayin I should do this instead,
asking God to save me from this misery,
its getting to dark,
I don't think God is hearing me,
I'm lying on the floor stairin at this knife,
picturein me layin in a coffin,
I'm dead,
don't cry for me,
cuz if you was really here for me,
you would save me by any means,
its a death sentence when everyone became my enemy....