everyday is always the same
I blame myself all the time
because of the way I waist my life.
guilttriping my self Is what i do.
being miserable is what I show.
arleast from what I'm told.
I feel sick all the time,
don't wanna move
just wanna cry,
I'm a waist of time,
waist of space.
I feel like this everyday.
and I can't seem to shake it off.
even though I have constintly prayed.
I'm depressed alot and try to hide it .
I dream almost every night
and wake up being violent.
slitting my wrists
and then laughing really...