My friends won’t notice,
That I slipped away,
Hid in a bathroom,
Rubbed off my face.
Tears in my eyes,
But I’ve got to hold in,
Just a few more hours,
My parents birthed a sin.
Gone when I’m there,
There when I’m gone,
My life is a lie,
My life is a raging song.
Stop myself from things I want,
Because I’m out of reality,
He’s not going to be good to me,
Unholy insanity.
Smiles turned into scowls,
As I walked the grass laden roads,
Left my only town,
And still nobody knows.
Speak to others and ignore me,
Ask after why I’m sad,
I wish I could act different,
Without them getting mad.
I need it sometimes,
The panicked beat of my heart,
My phone is always dying,
Can’t give each other a kick start.
What I thought was forever,
Was oh...