Wanting to live, willing to die,
Death don't scare me living doesn't spare me,
invisibility is my plan.

Want to go out but don't want to leave the bed,
Don't have appetite eating just not to suffer within,
Don't want to die don't want to live what is this confusing world I am within.

Take me to the frictional world of dramas and queens,
I want the power I want the ring,
Feeling nothing but arguing within, wanting nothing but some peace.

Don't know what to do don't know where to go just playing dead corpse in the zombie road.
Nights were my favourite but it's also change,
the phone were giving comfort but now it's not the same.

Just living the life without purpose or plan no dreams, no goal, nothing as planned
Wanting to live, willing to die.
© silim