I can't stand these double standards your steady stabbing at me when my backs turned,
Said your only getting Sadder and I'm only getting madder
Countinoisly fighting trying to climb up this latter,
Getting to that point like does it even matter,
Like a never-ending pattern we both just keep throwing daggers,
But never have a slapped her night have grabbed her,
But if you wanna go deeper she may be a little emotionally battered,
But I'm not the factor of that factor,
She had scars way before I ever had her.
But so did I both broken and fractured,
Made of glass easily shattered.
Keep adding more shards its getting harder to gather,
But what's another torn page in this damaged chapter.
Trying to sound out the cries with laughter,
Our beautiful creation turned to a disaster,
No more slow motion everything's going faster.
So much for a happily ever after
I guess forever meant never blame it on my temper,
Keep beating each other down hearts getting tender.
One another's Soul we both stole,
Hands we use to hold are starting to feel cold.
This game is like poker and it's getting old,
I know your bluffing but still I want to fold.
Cuz were moving slower then we ever have before,
Wanted to sail life's ocean but haven't left the shore.
Regardless of it all its you I still adore,
Missing what I once saw I don't know what were fighting for.
I'm not quite sure to be perfectly honest,
Same shit everyday and I'm just exhausted,
You keep rocking the boat and I'm getting nauseous,
Baseball in my through and I feel like I'm about to vomit.
Definition of insanity that's what we've become,
Keep doing the same thing but expecting a different outcome,
Hoping to find what we once loved,
When it's already dead and were both holding a gun.
This isn't on you and this isn't on me I put the blame on greed,
And the fact we only care about our own selfish needs,
Us talking it out contains nothing but sporadic emotions and broken speech,
Thinking I can't stand the other but would fall apart if they leave.
Quick to pull our tongues trigger and lie through our teeth,
Grow bitter and bitter as we watch each other bleed,
Best thing we do is agree to disagree,
But when will we Accept this is defeat.
Just keep saying one more time we just have to believe,
That we can make it through anything and live out this dream.
But can apologies even begin to stitch this back together,
I know there is much more love but the hurt is all I remember,
But I cant win this war I'm waving my flag I surrender,
Doesn't it make more sense to stop now before we destroy each other forever.
And then after destroyed build eachother back up to place,...