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The End...
I take a deep breath
But no amount of air fills the empty hole inside
I wonder if it would go away with death?
That theory I unsuccessfully tried
All the days seemed to blur together
I can't remember a single one
I didn't want to be here, but whatever
Eventually this will all be over and done
I started to distant myself
As to avoid hurting people when the inevitable came
Soon I would just be a memory on some shelf
I didn't think it would end this way, what a shame
As the days went on, the voices got louder
"What are you waiting on? Pull the triggger", they said
Maybe I was hoping to make little me prouder
But what would that matter if I was dead?
Maybe I hoped for better
But I don't care about that anymore
Because now I sit here and write this letter
Reminiscing on the days before...
© Shah Lubna
But no amount of air fills the empty hole inside
I wonder if it would go away with death?
That theory I unsuccessfully tried
All the days seemed to blur together
I can't remember a single one
I didn't want to be here, but whatever
Eventually this will all be over and done
I started to distant myself
As to avoid hurting people when the inevitable came
Soon I would just be a memory on some shelf
I didn't think it would end this way, what a shame
As the days went on, the voices got louder
"What are you waiting on? Pull the triggger", they said
Maybe I was hoping to make little me prouder
But what would that matter if I was dead?
Maybe I hoped for better
But I don't care about that anymore
Because now I sit here and write this letter
Reminiscing on the days before...
© Shah Lubna
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