Am I bitter?
Am I that bitter?
Was I that hurt?
Did I waste that much time?
Was it all in vain?

Do I sound petty?
Did I lose that much?
How did we end up like this?
What became of us?

When did we stray?
Didn’t I give it my all?
Yes, I did, and I lost.
I loved, and I lost.
They never cared, took me and my efforts for granted.
All I did was think we were stronger than we could ever be.

Fingers were pointed;
I stood by as you victimized yourself.
All I could do was be the bad guy.
You took away my trust;
You ruined my heart.
I will never give it to anyone the way I did with you.
I will never laugh with another genuinely like I did.
I will never be as vulnerable with anyone, all because of you.
Trust now comes hard for me;
Innocence has long deserted me.

Tears used to stream down my cheeks
Because I chose to choose you.
With you I knew no peace of mind
And with you Iam restless also
My poisoned challice
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