These walls scream with your silence

But being here without you still hurts

I will not hide or cover the white walls with anything more then the stories of MY Life

These walls we stained with invisible smoke.

Vape exhaled from our lungs as we fell back into the night sky.

Slaying dragons made of thick, smoke clouds.

Wiping the sweat from our eyes as we became tangled in intimacy.

Moans of pleasure with each thrust of our hips.

Passion in each and every kiss

Our body parts squirting and throbbing in EXTREME ecstasy.

These walls couldn't hold in the sounds of our love

The moaning

the screaming

the smoking

the laughter

the shake up

the shake down

the fighting

and that ever so incredible

loving making

So, I wont try to erase it anymore

It is what it is

You are what you are

One of the best bad decisions

I'll pleasure myself to.

Yet I hope you land on the edge of someones sharp words 🔪

And Silver Tongue

I hope that the God you preach about

Teaches you

I

WAS

the lesson you deserved to learn

You deserved the outcome and the aftermath that followed

I was only too happy to oblige.

I am neither cold hearted nor hateful

Im simply calling it as I

and others

see it

I learned that a kind hearted woman,

who has spent much of her life helping others,

IS capable of

standing up for herself

And NOT be considered

'mean' or 'narcissistic'.

If it means she saves herself from loosing her mind and/or heart to a male who wants nothing but more then to mentally and physically break her

simply because he thinks she is 'too strong and too educated' for her own good

Then God Bless her!

You could not believe

a

Woman

could

ACTUALLY

teach

YOU

something about life, love or both

so you set out to destroy me

Surprise!

Your God had other plans....for Us

Reminding ME

I am one hell of a Woman

Misunderstood by many and loved by few.

But the few THAT do LOVE me,

are the most incredible people one could ever meet and want in their lives!

I am blessed and very

VERY

Thankful that

I am who I am!

I hope you find your manhood one day

I found mine 🚹

Be who you're meant to be

and quit borrowing other peoples life stories

You have one of your own.


(Excerpts from 'The Long GET OUT!')
© katseyez