Have been running for days
Escaping the reality of life
Escaping the bitter truth
Trying to find a solace
But all i get in return is pain

Devoured by hate and words
Befriending my earphones
Listening to the sad beats
As my heart keeps counting the beats
Of my ruined life,living in illusions

I'm being punished for being different
And now have started to hate who i am
I'm now hating all the things i used to love
Everything that made me happy,
Is now just bringing only pain

The night is here now
I can't sleep neither am i awake
Taking pain pills is now my addiction
Cutting to ease the pain but,
The monsters are ready to haunt me

I've been trying to find myself
Isolating myself from people
Locking myself in a room
Crying ocean of emotions
Drowning in my own ocean of tears

Lamenting about my life
Wailing atleast for a change
Living a life of rejection
Begging for love,
only to receive hate in return

My heart is always bleeding
My mind always wandering
My soul trying to find a home
My body filled with scars
Allow me to end

© mum's Dota