It's hurts to bear it 

No Matter how far I run away or the longer I run 

It never goes away

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I can't accept it never 

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Afaird I will fall and embrace death 

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No it isn't 

It won't gonna happen 

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I wanna Live 

I want to Travel 

Wanna Make my Career 

Take care of  my Family 

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