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I Desire This
I know what to do,
and desire this plan.
I want to show you,
that I am that man.

The one to drop anything for his son,
and defend his wife through any fray.
He deserves us to be as one,
each of us there minute by minute and day by day.

My self hate is shattered,
the darker side of me dying.
My soul lays tattered,
but I know it's hard because of past lying.

I promise you that,
I will be that man.
No matter the work hat,
throughout our lifespan.

I have always fallen for that trap,
putting blinders upon.
No more of that crap,
I desire to be relied on.

No more reminders,
no more negativity.
No more blinders.
Only steadfast positivity.

Despite the separation and pain,
I see clearly through and through.
I am piecing things together and becoming sane,
For my love of him and you.