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if you’d a told me
I hated times when we fight.
I hated the fact you left last night.
I love you so much,
an I know why,
but when I tell you why, you said “ I don’t know why”.
but the truth is I knew all along
I just kept it covered up well
whenever you would call.
I’m stern an strong an all along there was something that was standing in the way.
all alone the other night was when we had that fight.
I hate being alone, I hate having to take you to another persons home.
Truth is I’m scared! Scared to love and of being hurt, having to grow up the way I did. Made me realize that I could lose everything I got. I’m no longer a kid! It’s time to grow up. Time for me to show up. Knowing that I’ve hurt you, embarrassed you. I wish I could take back all of those moments where tears have rolled down cheeks. I feel like if I could take that part of the relationship an throw it away like some old trash. but the only thing that I could do is let you know that if you give me another chance I swear you’d be back. not just for a moment but for a lifetime I sweated I’d make you mine. no one an nothing would take that shine just know I wasn’t ready before. But now I’m ready an brave an strong cause every time I hear fresh diced pineapples I know that’s are song.
I’m grown enough to admitt that I fucked up big time an I’m sorry I’m sorry for everything an every time I raised my voice.
I’m sorry for every time I played you an acted like it wasn’t supposed to hurt you. I swear I should’ve never played with you like a toy. I should’ve never used our home as a weapon by yelling at you and telling you to get the hell out. I mean really who am I to be so rude to the man who wants me to hold his hand in marriage. the things I’ve said just to make me feel like I was one up ahead. was dead wrong no wonder why we never really had gotten along. it’s the simple things that you would say it all started to make some sence just the other day.
I’m sorry for saying crazy things that you’d let just fly by but yet would hurt so deep inside. just knowing I’ve had you as my lover...
I hated the fact you left last night.
I love you so much,
an I know why,
but when I tell you why, you said “ I don’t know why”.
but the truth is I knew all along
I just kept it covered up well
whenever you would call.
I’m stern an strong an all along there was something that was standing in the way.
all alone the other night was when we had that fight.
I hate being alone, I hate having to take you to another persons home.
Truth is I’m scared! Scared to love and of being hurt, having to grow up the way I did. Made me realize that I could lose everything I got. I’m no longer a kid! It’s time to grow up. Time for me to show up. Knowing that I’ve hurt you, embarrassed you. I wish I could take back all of those moments where tears have rolled down cheeks. I feel like if I could take that part of the relationship an throw it away like some old trash. but the only thing that I could do is let you know that if you give me another chance I swear you’d be back. not just for a moment but for a lifetime I sweated I’d make you mine. no one an nothing would take that shine just know I wasn’t ready before. But now I’m ready an brave an strong cause every time I hear fresh diced pineapples I know that’s are song.
I’m grown enough to admitt that I fucked up big time an I’m sorry I’m sorry for everything an every time I raised my voice.
I’m sorry for every time I played you an acted like it wasn’t supposed to hurt you. I swear I should’ve never played with you like a toy. I should’ve never used our home as a weapon by yelling at you and telling you to get the hell out. I mean really who am I to be so rude to the man who wants me to hold his hand in marriage. the things I’ve said just to make me feel like I was one up ahead. was dead wrong no wonder why we never really had gotten along. it’s the simple things that you would say it all started to make some sence just the other day.
I’m sorry for saying crazy things that you’d let just fly by but yet would hurt so deep inside. just knowing I’ve had you as my lover...
