As I try my best to stay away from you my heart aches with an empty feeling of loss I hate that with every day that goes by I miss you a little less and less and I hate you for that ,and I hate that you could care less if I'm not in your life , I have no hold over you but you have a grip of my heart with such a grip I can't even breathe , I have never felt so empty inside , no hope no happy ever after for me , but you will move on and I won't be nothing but a faded memory someone you used to know, it hurts when someone special don't want anything to do with you, I would have gave you my soul you had a very important part of my life, I am totally broken from inside I was lost without you by my side, the many feelings that crossed my mind leave numb when I think of you, I cry but I don't mind because each teardrop is for you and each to tear drop brings a memory and each memory brings a smile, I laugh harder with you, I feel more myself with you I trust you with me the real me, when something goes wrong or right or I hear a funny joke or I see something bizarre you're the first person I want to talk to about it, you give me a reason to smile and a reason to laugh but most of all you give me memories I could never forget, your special to me you are the only one who I wouldn't mind losing sleep for, the only one who I could never get tired of talking to and the only one who crosses my mind constantly throughout my day, you are the only one who could make me smile without trying to change my life, without even trying and I don't think I could ever tell you how much you mean to me I can't imagine of what things would be like if I hadn't met you, no matter how painful the distance can be, not having you in my life would be worse, I used to think the best kind of people were the ones that come into your life and believe in you so much you start to believe in yourself to, the people that love you simply for being you, but not you the pain I feel to much being the pain I feel, to to know that you don't feel the same way, all I wanted was you to love, promise me you won't forget our laughs our Smiles our conversations are tears our memories our experiences our friendship ,there are certain people that make the world a better place just by being in it, and you are one of those people , I wish on stars to carry your sadness away , I want you to leave me without fear , I want you to love me without fear ,trust me without questioning , need me without demanding ,want me without restrictions ,except me without change, desire me without habitations , for a love so true we'll never fly away ,you put so much space between us you carry both lightning and thunder and the space between your bones and your soul because of storms you are hiding from, you walk with Earth under your feet with Visions in your eyes Let Me Be Your Light let me be the one to hold you tight to whisper in your ear how much you mean to me how much you are loved and how much you are wanted
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