As I try my best to stay away from you my heart aches with an empty feeling of loss I hate that with every day that goes by I miss you a little less and less and I hate you for that ,and I hate that you could care less if I'm not in your life , I have no hold over you but you have a grip of my heart with such a grip I can't even breathe , I have never felt so empty inside , no hope no happy ever after for me , but you will move on and I won't be nothing but a faded memory someone you used to know, it hurts when someone special don't want anything to do with you, I would have gave you my soul you had a very important part of my life, I am totally broken from inside I was lost without you by my side, the many feelings that crossed my mind leave numb when I think of you, I cry but I don't mind because each teardrop is for you and each to tear drop brings a memory and each memory brings a smile, I laugh harder with you, I feel more myself with you I trust you with me the real me, when something goes wrong or right or I hear a funny joke or I see something bizarre you're the first person I want to talk to about it, you give me a reason to smile and a reason to laugh but most of all...