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Anywhere door
There've been moments where to escape all i wished for
To run further and further somewhere
Was not more than an anywhere door
The period when as a child i exited reality through the door in my mind
Now I look back,back to all that I left behind realising no bigger anywhere door than time

When a heavy wave of trouble took place
The child me,chased the fairy to somewhere else
And I ran away if trials were there
Now as I rewind,feeling the presence of "anywhere door" being everywhere

After judging the situations for 16 years of life
No moment returns like smooth sun
No period no circle ever stays the same,I realise
I yearned for a door but I've had more than one
Now all I need to what nostalgia pulls me back & from what I wished to escape once
Wish I admired the people & place and wherever I was
It's fine having dark shades there than having an empty canvas
To remember,to miss,to learn,to memorise
You might have something to laugh
At the time when REAL trauma is pushed towards your life

Sun always turns back but not all that we once get under each sunrise
Rain can come back again and again but not the one that could grow flowers to an unexpected spot at unexpected time

What tasted bitter in the past now tastes sweet
Now, here is a moment when to go back all I need
Today seems like a casual paper boat
That titanic once seemed to be...
To hide in peace as a child inspired by anywhere door
Now I yearn what I pushed away further away from me..

Now,i don't want anywhere door wish time could stay still
The waves always staying calm and chill!🧡
without loss near by sand we could sit:
No wish of anywhere door later no guilt of wishing it.


Reminder:-

*I wrote this poem to remind you life is temporary dont hate trials enjoy even if it is boring or casual bcz that's what you all would wish,i promise, and if it is sad then learn from it, remember the anywhere door that you wish to get away from things,might become the most wanted things tomorrow it could include anyone your friend,family, or even that one boring relative,or even your small house that you wish to leave today*

© @pain_riding_pen