It's something I can't describe.
That impending feeling of doom I get when I receive a text from you,
I remember how in the past, I'd feel the happiest on earth when I received a message,
but recently I'd just cry.

Everytime you text,
I end up in a hurdle and crying.
Holding my table for support,
The feeling overwhelms me too easily,
knowing all this hurt is because I couldn't keep up my walls 2 years ago.

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