#WritcoPoemChallenge
The smile on my face is real,
It bears witness to how I feel...

I will see you soon son
I will hold you, never let go

mom is hurt,angry and being mislead
mom cant see you'll be able to read one day....

all the nasty stuff and cruel comments
moms cant comprehend it
guerrilla warfare with your kid ,his life

uhtred dad gets it
she has every right to be extraordinarily man
dad was a gangster and only knew violence blood and pain

uhtred then I met you
consumed with fear and doubt
bills our house I was only 22 her 23

I wish postpartum
dads depression
hate for my dad never being
I scared to be a dad sadly
I let that lead me to
mom and dads love to die, violence drugs

dad lost his mind
mom lost hers to

both lost consumed and Confused
dad called grandma
when it got bad
sadists thing I had to do,watch too

December 25 2019 i saw, felt you
I am sorry son
I wish mom didn't want dad dead
I wish she see that monster in me dead and gone

I just wish for more time ...