There's always been a light at the end of my tunnel, but lately it seems to be growing quite dim
I suddenly feel like I am slowly drowning here, maybe I overestimated my ability to swim
I've always tried my best to shine for the world, and I did fine until you walked in

I did fine until you walked in…

Now I’m thinking maybe my smile isn't as eternal as I thought
The world keeps passing me by while I’m stuck here in this spot

I’m unable to move because I’m now stuck on you
Just as I find out that your love was never even true
The happy girl is gone, now she has turned kinda blue
Yeah...I lost my way just like you wanted me to

Won't be coming back this time, not coming back to you

These sunny days that I once enjoyed so much
Have lost their total warmth since I’m without your touch
And just like the sunny days, I’ve lost something, too
I lost the closest thing to love that I ever really knew

I lost my faith in tomorrow when I lost you
I can't move forward anymore, I don't want to…
I won't go on now, cause what's a life without you?
It’s a sad and cold existence that I just want to skip through

I'm in so much pain, say goodbye to my light
Your concealed intentions were revealed to me last night
My heart has been stomped on, and my minds no longer right

Give yourself one final applause, I’ve lost the good fight
Victory is yours and I guess hell is mine…I’ll be on the next flight
Goodbye to you forever.. And, no I'm not alright
You know I'm not alright
I'll never be alright….

I will never be alright again
You're getting what you wanted, here's your long awaited win
I hope that victory is lonely, I am giving in
Oh and thanks for the lesson; "Loves the greatest sin"

#soblue #givingin #youwin #greatestsin
© Amanda.Humphrey