have you ever listened to me
have you ever cared about my opinion
have you ever gave me space and privacy
have you ever believed me
no.

have you ever lied to me
have you ever confused me
have you ever made me feel useless
have you ever made me cry
yes.

i know it is not on purpose
but you are like my new father's doll
brainless and without an opinion
i am trying to forgive
im trying and trying and trying
but the pressure you put on me
is knocking me into the ground where
i cannot really see