I feel silly to think that I have yet to grasp the simplist concepts, but I can stratigicly formulate plans and mathmatical algarythims so easy. Why does it seem that the simplisity of such an accesible sense of belonging is so far out of my reach, so far out of my comprehention that I develope overstimulation whenever I sense someone with it?
I have yet to expirience happiness in it's greatest form;
Romance....