Desolate like the bleak tundra, my heart beat grows slower
The bar that I had set for myself constantly drops lower.

Ecstasy is a word which I'd know in some pastlife
They said my time would come, but time was never ripe.

The one I loved the most doesn't understand me,
He is busy with his gaming console as I stand here and bleed.

His love was what had resurrected me in the...