You told me you didn't want to leave a stain on my mind, but you did. You left a scar that always reminded me I didn't have another option but to choose you over and again, even after everything you did. I chose you when I still had a way to breathe; before I lost my breath. I chose you when I could handle my rent. I chose you when I didn't need company. I gave space to your flaws, you crawled in like the darkness in broad daylight holding still to your peace when I started all the fights. You had planned this since; I fell for the diluted acts. I believed in your action; paying little attention to the words. You ended up tearing my heart with your claws. You played the nice part, WHY?

WHY? Why didn't you just leave the day I said yes? I let you into my fence, you acted as if you'd be my defense, but you left me helpless with so many offenses. You became my only distraction. Now I feel like abstract has taken reality for a walk to neverland. I can't hear my sound, dead within, struggling to be found. WHY?

WHY? Why did you choose to stay, even when you knew the exact time you had plans to leave? You got me obsessed with your ways, even my vision replays. Now all I see are faults with a deep cut. Ah! This sure hurts. I can't even breathe properly; my eyes ran out of tears...my walls you did break, my peace you did take. I thought I saw the spark in your eyes, never knew that was your darkness in those pleasant smiles; I can't stop the cries. Just why? Why did you choose to make these memories all lies? As obsessed as I looked, you took me by the hook and placed me with the lot. You developed the best plot. Look! I'm still here reading your text, those you sent recently. Written in it, I see the blame game you play decently. Smiles. But why? You took me down when I always expected more. Yeh. I'm still here waiting for an answer to my WHY? WHY DID YOU CHOOSE TO BE THE REASON I STOPPED LIVING, THE REASON FOR MY WHY?
© Dfonjah