Who knew depression could actually be felt physically.
I feel my heart pounding and it hurts so bad it all feels similar to a heart burn sensation .
Except it never goes away and hurts even more upon reminders of trauma .
Sleep used to be a remedy but I'm now a night owl and sleep is a priority on my wish list .
And through those hours I try to numb the pain but it still eat me up on the inside.
My mind has taken over I lost control now everything bad is good and positivity is nothing I utilize or think of.
As I watch the sunrise I feel hopeful but my body is worn out too every morning feels like I was ran over by a dozen trucks.
I really want all this to end I just want to rest and not feel any pain.