The urge so strong, I want to submit.
It’s so simple, just a decision to quit.
Quit breathing, quit this meaningless quest.
I couldn’t care less about the beat inside my chest.

Motionless acts of self-destruction playing on repeat.
What to do now? Oh! Time to overeat!
Feeling so lost, which way do I go?
The thought of getting up disgusts me, that’s all I know.

Desire, that hot, passionate feeling,
why can’t I feel that when it comes to healing?
Healing myself, my mind, my spirit,
throw in sex, it’s time to spin it!

Sex, now that’s something I miss,
but how to get it in this bottomless abyss?
‘Cuz even the vision of a scorching affair
couldn’t make me want...