Naturally, i love talkin' or rather speakin'
About unnecessary things.....
You think you know me???
Guess what.... You've got no idea...
I'd love to voice out and say my mind
But the clouds arise and shut me out

It's NIGHT!!!
The children will say .....
They're happy and eager or just so I may speak of the bed-time stories and sing 'em to sleep
Little children I say....
Sound, young, promising, extravagant yet sweet.... Clueless, so Clueless...
(Crying)
Oh!!! I cry, I smile, I fear, I'm scared
They're little, they wouldn't understand why I was so scared of the Nights...

YESSS!!!
The nights... It's getting red (Again)
They don't see it but I do, why do I??? But I do anyway
I do think of TEMPORARY - PERMANENT, STUPID-WISE ideas, and guess what???
I just thought of another one
Just as the moon was being covered halfway by blood
Why not be a child again?😶 “An Adult-child”🤤🤣 the voices in my head say...
And sing yourself to sleep...
Then I started speakin' my nonesense
Only this time it was faceless
So real, was the story I told the young lads
Love, by the time the blood nights had taken over, I did realize...
The children gathered round me, instead of the other way around
But they didn't understand 🤷🤷🤷 or maybe they did, just maybe...
So concerned, yet hopeful they all were
Some lay down on me, others left, right and I felt completely secure
Closing my eyes into a deep sleep of lights
I closed my eyes away from the bloody nights with this thought
“what they could do 💗... Little children, oh... Dearest little children
These children softened my nights and cover my fear every bloody night

My name is Miriam, and you know what it implies,
And randomly, I'd awake to my unnecessary speeches like the diary of a mad woman,
Looking cheerful and lit...
But guess what???
I'M THE HAPPIEST DEPRESSED PERSON YOU'D EVER MEET

(Fictional perspective)
#howshefacesherfears #fiction
🌹 VickyV🌹©️
Writing from within...✍️✍️✍️