I was digging the ground,
and digging grave for my self..
because I was feeling so low,
couldn't tolerate every pain that
I felt..
My mind was going numb,
and I could hardly speak,
My legs were having no strength to stand
on my own two feet,
it was so hard even to breathe,
felt like going under the ground,
so nobody could notice me !

I was going numb and couldn't feel my body,
i told, i was feeling disconnected with my self and...