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I know 😢
I know it hurts to act like you don't care.
All the pains I put you through, just for the love you share.
Now your eyes are racing each other's tears.
Wondering if love was ever there.

I can't even talk about the sleepless nights.
Because I know a lot of memories they ignite.
Hurling in the bed,
Asking yourself what went wrong.

Is that void in your heart ever going to be filled?
Am I ever going to allow myself to feel?
I wish I could go back in time and change things.
But what about the happiest moment you cherished?

Could I have tried harder?
Would I have been feeling less sadder?
Are you asking yourself the same questions?
Or you have moved on like it never happened.
Guess I won't be around to know

~Gifty Renner