Between being straight and gay,
I stucked,
shattered emotions,
hurt feelings,
love was supposed to matter,
age,race,sex and tribe,
not to matter,

lost in my own thoughts,
drowning in my own tears,
I plead to God to hear,
I am only human,
seeking love,
and to be loved,

just want to feel alright,
within and out,
to want people see,
I'm real without,
compromise.

my orientation might be,
confusing,disappointing,
my only mission,
is not to be lost.