Heartache
Am I feeling it right now
The right way it should be
Or is it just me living in my mind
When it's getting barren cold

I said I let you go
But why I can't stop weeping
Right after you keep on moving
How I wish you had known
How much I wanted you to stay

All of my what-ifs
Did you take a while and think
Or did you try your best lately
Making me a villain in your dreams
So you won't have to doubt it anymore

I should've known
Where all the broken rules lead me to
Which room you'll set me in
How shrink I'll always be
But this blinding optimism was way too good to resist

Now that you dropped me undercover
Good things are seen in the worst ways
Can't help but this remains in replay
Why didn't it blow up sooner
Good thing you didn't own me

© damsel with thoughts