Solitude
Solitude is a great way to past the time.
Staring into nothing, hearing and seeing nothing.
But knowing there is something.
Gratitude is unsaid thanks.
Thankful for something, a little thing, anything.
Grateful for one thing.
Servitude is either unpledged loyalty or forced subservience.
It's pleading for something, working for something, lower than everything and at the mercy of one thing.
I am grateful to the silence, a slave to the darkness and forever bounded to nothing.
The air I breathe, the land I walk on the water I drink.
It is all, it is everything.
Looking out from behind steel bars in the deepest corners of my eyes.
Locked in a white room somewhere in my mind.
The low hum of serenity
The lost spark of divinity
The blurred line between imagination and reality
The inevitable lost of rationality
Falling over the brink of insanity
The overpowering rage of madness
Chains on my ankles and wrist
Staring off into the distance
Challenging the eyes in the mist
Fear and corruption.
Eternally condemned to damnation.
A fight between God and Satan
Pain and sadness coming in relation
Through blurry lens I see my mind's worse creation
These barriers impossible to break
Those eyes of mockery and hate.
I'm a slave to this threat.
No fight, no strength left.
So I sit in silence
In this stark white room
Bleeding out in silence
In the light of the lonely moon
My eyes they tell such a story
My body just keeps moving
My heart is broken
And my soul is loosing.
Solitude is a good way to past my time.
Being a slave to my mind.
I'm grateful for the darkness
This quiet place where I hide.
It is everything, anything, something, nothing.
I am nothing.
© WarningKoala