I wanted to close my eyes but I was waiting

I don't know why I was waiting but I don't wanted to close it yet

who am I kidding?

I thought I can lived forever

I wanted to laugh till I sob apart to the memories I cannot bring back

I wish I could tell everything inside me but I'm confused on what's going on inside me

I wish I will feel this forever but sometimes the time is forever but the memories will be forever but yet both will just be perish to the infinity we will suffer

would it be better to suffer forever or sit forever?

you only got one choice to make but many reasons to take