To be lost and not found
what i got what i lost
the songs were about lyrics
now I only notice the beats
never learnt the boundaries
what is real what imagination
I don't know about gut anymore
my stomach sense nothing now
i sleep like i am nothing
and wake up like i have slept two days
i thought i was lost to be found
but it seems i can never be found
I don't care about conversations now
I just want my bed to lie
tears are not my friend anymore
no piece of cake can comfort me anymore
I even forget to eat now
love my sleep as I don't know what i am upto
it seems i am loosing myself finally
becoming numb as i always wanted
what it takes to be lost and not found?
..only feeling things to the edge
and then feeling nothing at all.

© lilac_