prezentatsiya:

I've went and gone so long
Without my derealization episodes
But they're slowly creeping in again
I've been losing touch with reality
And I kind of like it actually
The overwhelming stress
With caring about what others think
Has gradually begin to rot away
Who am I?
Where am I?
Anxiety and panic and fear
It's all an amalgamation
Of my actual being
This energy doesn't feel right
But it actually is right
Right?
No left turns on this autobahn
Just straight courses
Intermingling both the speed of sound
And that of light
I'm past the point of clinical insanity
With convincing myself
That if I fill my head up with fantasies
No matter how farfetched they are
They will come for me someday
With knives in hand
Ready to stab to death
The one who...