It's been three bitter sweet years
The tears , laughter , ups and downs
The hugs , invisible kisses , love-hate
The hills we climbed, the valleys we crossed
All just to suddenly end it !

I loved you so but all in vain
Tried my best to show you I care
But all in vain , for rumors proved otherwise
Never did you mind to question
Only minding the rumours
And never seeking the facts

Tried my best to save what we had
Hustled each time we seemed to part
Picking up the broken pieces and mending
Mending what I treasured and still do
Though you seemed not to give a damn

Once I was your best friend
Soon you were referring to me as some "devil"
This devil that ignored her pain
Ignored feeling a taboo to you the lovely clan
That pleaded for you multiple times
Not to throw away everything
Little did I know that devils could fight for treasures
Till I got to meet myself

Won't deny the fact that I hurt you
Even when I didn't rumours made you believe I did !
It hurts that I'll never know
What broke what we had since you choose silence
Well your lovely weapon that kills me
But I say ........
This is my last letter to you Amulet
Loved you but learnt to ignore my feelings
I'll move on as a loner
There no other Amulet will come in
Only to leave my life instantly


© ataisabel