The monster I am today

I see myself in the mirror but nobodys looking back, just black behind the glass
I see it, I see it just fine in my eyes, humming rhythm into my lies
When did I change?

Hello would you tell me who is there? Does anybody care?
Who is that behind the mask? Withering into the black
Your the devil behind my back, your the angel who sits with me and laugh
Calming sensation, confusion stains smothers and smug these marks into every event, every moment manifest me into the monster we are today

I live in a world in which does not understand me,
Screaming into nothingness (2x)
Echoing in silence
Can you hear me?

Hello it's just me, disgusted behind the mask
How have I become this way?
Dancing into the black
Calming sensation, confusion stains smothers and smug these marks into every event, every moment manifest me into the monster I am today

Don't look my way
Tell your friends to stay away

I am sick like a virus,...