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Grief
Grief.

'Sometimes it just hits like a tidal wave
crashing on your collar bone.
Your heart literally feels tingly
and you struggle to catch your breath.
It's in one moment your mind and your emotions explode into chaos, but in the next moment they calm to
quiet waves licking at the shore again.
it's a reminder of the ship, that sailed away.
It's a reminder of a god damn beach
that was once filled with people and
laughter, and children making sand castles
that is now filled with the ghosts of the memories.

Me? I love the chaos,
because I love the reminder.
Me? I love feeling this wholly
And I love feeling the tidal wave
wash over my skin like tiny drops of salt water
dripping down my face."

- Missing you comes in waves, and i'm drowning tonight.