"fuck it" one man battle with depression and high anxiety
by Rapheal Vontique Murray

Mean mugging
Your facial expressions showing
Judgement
You must be looking for something
Off course my intuition and spider senses tingling like a MF
It's twisted how niccas hate to see you doing well and if they know your wrong doings they'll tell shady crabs in a bucket mentality
I stay inside not to hide but to protect the silly rabbits from me I'm hungry I try to manifest peace and not manipulate the issue but behind all the bull shit it's hard to stay straight even when you share everything you got on ya plate it's not enough they blame you when their lives are only rough due to poor decisions they done just to have fun I try to tell em how to flow and change they frequency but they never fucking listening I might as well feed em this smoke and let em come up missing (fuck it)

Slipping In and outta consciousness
I must be losing my mind
Or maybe it's the feeling I got like I'm running outta time cause nothing is promised
My head down cause heavy is...