Anticipation hogging my psyche!
Rendering me fear everything will go nasty,
I am enduring from perturbation,
The perception of wakefulness all through the twilight,
My sanity is full of undesirable notions,
I dismay of peril around me,
The perception of trepidation in every stride I take in vitality,
Moaning, whimpering I feel like perishing,
I perceive someone's dignity around me!
I glance around here and there,
With inflated essence rate,
Now I am determined to resist against you!
Compelling me ill mentally and physically,
I will strive to vanquish my apprehensions,
I know it's not susceptible,
But I reckon I will beat over my uncertainties
My intellect is full of suicidal reflections!
I no longer want to heed to my psyche
My battle is still on,
I know one day I will be triumphant!
- Aira


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