Disgusting feelings
reside within the depths of my soul
I forced down my heart's desires
that I wanted to follow
so I wouldn't spit them out
They built up inside my chest
like dregs,
and clouded me
I didn't know what I was supposed to say
Did you?
If you're not sure,
then what are you thinking?
Still, maybe it's for the best
What I was feeling was set free far away...