Dear God... It is I your child

Forgive me for hating and hurting
This world we live in today it's either you living or dying
Forgive me for not sharing and caring
Please understand and believe that it's not what I was meaning

To me it's all pain and sorrow that I chose to live in
Forgive me for vandalising and destroying
Forgive me for not trying or changing
I swear this was just not what I...