The days go by...

I was happy with you
now the word is
passing me by..

I am missing you
or maybe I really
miss the thought
of you. My first
kind of boyfriend.

They say relationships
are magical but, are
they really?

All I get pain in my
heart. Another one
that I could not be
with forever.

Why? Must I have
social anxiety.

They say it is supposed
to get better. Well, they
were wrong! I still can
not talk to people!

Friends? What are those?
Another type of relationship
I never really get to experience!

They say life is great! But,
is it really? When all I get
is goodbye?

Why not a hello! I would
love you in my life!

Is that really so hard?
To say hello? Yes, I know
I am not the best person
in the world! But, must you
always leave me?

I miss you in my life!
Everyday loneliness
creeps up without a
second glance in my
Soul!

Will this pain ever
go away with a life
without you?
© JamzieThePoet