I've wanted to ruin my life, myself.
I've wanted to set fire to my Dreams,
my colliding hope.
I've wanted to make sudden choices born recklessly from anger.
I 've once wanted, to confidently toss away my opportunity to exist.
I've once hopelessly walked on a reckless road with numbness to my core.
I've been burdened by my pain to slit open my skin,
leading pain to bleed free.
I've feared the darkness,
but as my sorrows overflowed from my heavy eyes,
I'd forgotten my fears in my aching pain.
I've feared to be able to breathe rather than dying when gasping for air.
Finally, When I...