I loved you more

I remember when there was as time.
A time when we were something more.
Anything to make you happy I wouldn't hesitate to do.
Every decision made was based on you in the picture.
How it would change our life.
Not mine.

In the beginning.
Every thought had you in it.
I would crave your attention.
And assume you'd crave mine.

The words you used.
The way you spoke , the emotion you revealed.
The attraction.

Your soulful vibes covered my body distracting me of straightful thinking.
I was addicted.
Pulled in.
Lost in the world with you.

I wanted you to feel loved.
As much as I wanted to be.
My thoughts about you and my actions were a way of how I wanted to be seen as well.
How I wanted to be...