Clear head
Sober mind
Everyday
My heart grows fonder
Yet at its end all i have is an empty bed
they say be paitent, be kind
You will find your way
this is something have yet to ponder
But for the first time in years
lost in those beautifiul blues
my blackened heart Skips
a beat, for only you
Here l am trying to Swallow one of my biggest
fears
Can I let go of all the past abuse
that constantly rips
Apart the dream of a true love breakthrough
Yet here I go again
playing out an impossible fairytale
Hopeless; broken; romantic
Something'we can never be
I can't even pretend
that you could be mine without fail.
I won't do that to you, home-life frantic
All because of me
So l will give you every moment
that you can take
Don't feel bad baby
All good things come to an end
I can handle the sweet torment
Of every blissfully hidden mistake
And when you are through with me
No one has to know you were even my friend
Because I am not even worth
Your first and last month's rent
Babe all ask
Is to live for you
Create the remarkable
because you deserve everything.
Always, I have worn a mask
I don't know what you do
but in your presence that mask is invisable
you can see right through
For me, that is truly something.
Other than the sweetest,
most sexiest,
and forbidden
man, I will never deserve.
this is no trick, no test.
My days are brightest
when you are in them
So I will keep you while I can, until I strike that nerve.

© L.C Myers